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Everything is a gift and curse
For one, bliss
for another, hurt
I just want an even exchange
Exalt in pleasure
or exalt in pain

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The dreams are relentless
Sometimes, I wake up feeling a sickness
But, I feel it before I sleep
as if a spell’s come over me
My vision becomes slightly blurred
and a tingling sensation occurs
I know it will happen again
my dreams will be intense

Sometimes, I’m shaken
like a nightmare has me awaken
It’s, often, abrupt
when I wake up
and I’m in a cold sweat
and have a loss of breath
I think to text
to have my feelings expressed
but, just like
in a drug induced high
I come down
and my thoughts go sound
I breath
and, seemingly
from the spell, I’ve been released
Then, I go back to sleep
only to have similar dreams
So, no change in the tale
I’m still stuck in the spell

This spell, a curse
When not dreaming
I feel the worst
I knew I was taking a risk
the first time we kissed
I wanted bliss
not knowing it’d end like this
Who knew we’d mostly be apart
where dreams played the major part
Maybe, the times I didn’t text
is why I feel this regret
all the feelings I didn’t share
is the reason you don’t seem to care
But, I’m stuck in something
wishing I could back to nothing
Is it withdrawal
A symptom of sorrow
The dreams aren’t haunting
is the distant too daunting
I wish I could say
what has me this way
a cycle of dreams
and feeling unusual things
May it be taken away
May it stay
A curse or love spell
I just ask to be well

Words of Nefie

There is always someone. Sometimes, they’re already there. Sometimes, they come to you. Sometimes, you have to find them.

Words of Nefie

You shouldn’t try to be perfect for someone else; you’re already perfect for someone else.

Words of Nefie

Love will make you think you’ll never go to war, but then you do. But, this time, you’ll know for sure you have something worth the fighting for.

Words of Nefie

Nothing can be perfect, but everything can be worth it.

Words of Nefie

You cannot be perfect for someone else without realizing your perfect self.