Words of Nefie

Here’s hope that the spirit of Venus takes over the spirit of Mars.

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The dreams are relentless
Sometimes, I wake up feeling a sickness
I feel it before I sleep
as if a spell came over me
My vision becomes blurred
as a tingling sensation occurs
I know it will happen again
my dreams will be intense

Sometimes, I wake up shaken
as if nightmare was playing
It is always abrupt
when I wake up
for I have a loss of breath
and I am in a cold sweat
I think to text
and have my feelings expressed
but, as the intensity subsides
not to, I decide
for my thoughts go sound
as the high comes down
It seems
as I breathe
I have been released
so I go back to sleep
But, there is no change in the tale
I am still stuck in a spell

This spell, a curse
When not dreaming, I feel hurt
But, I am at fault
I am the reason I got caught
I knew I was taking a risk
the first time we kissed
Then, I wanted bliss
But did not know it would end like this
Who knew we would be mostly apart
and dreams would play the major part
Maybe, the times I do not text
ensure I feel regret
How can you care
If all the feelings I do not share
But, now, I am stuck in this
But, I am stuck in something
wishing to return a wish
I do not know if it is withdrawal
or a symptom of sorrow
I can say, the dreams are not haunting
but the distant is daunting
But, I cannot clearly say
what has me this way
I sink in a cycle of dreams
and wake feeling confusing things
May it stay
May it be taken away
A curse or love spell
I just ask to be well